Wednesday, September 28, 2005
A queer day.Today is Wednesday. Revision went well for both Math and Biology. Hopefully I'll get the hang of Probability after I complete the entire topic in the ten years series. Elaine's sms came in at 9.34am, telling me my English result. It's an E8(!!!) and I feel sad after learning about other's results. I thought Prelims results will mean nothing to me, but I thought wrong.
Talked to Brother just now, and we cleared out what happened on Monday. So we were both feeling pissed, but not with each other. So much of me thinking he's going to lecture me. He said he'll never scold me unless I tell a lie to anyone or if I really do something wrong. So I rant about one of my classmates who scored A2 for Math, a grade I can only see on the result slip of others but not on mine. So he said he'll tuition me more(I think) and ask me to be happy, looking forward to that grade too. But at 10pm, after I got back to the phone, the line was engaged. It just suddenly went missing.
I questioned about Life while talking to someone just now. And God reminded me of Himself. Everyone's life is different - the paths we walk and we take are different, and to each different destiny we will reach. It's easy to console others and to advice on looking at the bright side of life, but do we really practice that on ourselves? I guess there's always a part of us that doesn't practice what we preach. Identifying - do I really identify with them or do I just speak for that moment's sake? I pray hard that I really mean what I say.
If Life for you(anyone) is bad now, stand up and move on. Don't dwell in there for too long, it'll eat you up inside. Because the Sun doesn't stop rising itself, the Birds doesn't stop chirping and the Time doesn't stop tickling for your sake, just because you're going through rough patch now. Be your life's own hero - conquer the problems!
One side of my earrings went missing.
My hair needs a trim.
I need to settle my own mixed feelings.
Somehow, I felt as if I was left unconscious today. There is one part in my mind that I felt had went missing. Have my soul went off to somewhere just now, that I didn't realise?
maoed.]
at 11:40 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
